The dock lay waiting for someone. During my summer, this is where a portion of my summer was spent. To be honest, going around this dock time after time made the whole world stop and time was no longer an issue. Deadlines, work, and meetings all stopped and were no longer important. The matter at hand was the beauty around this place. How the dock made the world all stop and stay still for one moment in time, made all of the woes of yesterday seem insignificant. I stood with content that I felt as if I had been everywhere I needed to be and here I was looking out at the dock. It was like I had become as calm as the ocean I was overlooking. The lights were like the thoughts popping into my head and I became consumed with the thought that I was nothing in this universe. I then realized that this image was an image of perfection. And if perfection means absolute beauty, then why do we love the flaws in life? Standing with thoughts consuming my head, I began to undress. I jumped in the ocean and became lifeless. Realizing my life was full, the water became my blood. And then a thought floated in my head that we need to conserve and protect what beauty is. I just couldn't imagine what my life would have been like without knowing this place. After boarding a plane in the airport, it finally hit me that without these places in life, I would go mad.

as a celebrity

The website was so hot! :) And on top of it it listed all of the things going on in my life. My new reality series My New BFF is full of people who are hot in their own way. ;) Lets see I have been at the opening of some new restraunts and clubs here in the past few weeks which was totally fun! Oh and of course if you wanna be hot you would have to have been tanning like me. Lets see i've been up to some interviews with magazines like In Touch Weekly and Entertainment tonight which was totally worth going on and telling the world what my time in prison was like and of course my new show for all of my fans. Oh and like totally i've been wanting to have a duet with my dear friend Britney, but of course we just have to go through the recording process and all that good stuff. :) Also I was thrilled to give an award to Britney at the VMA awards which was totally fun! And of course we went to the after party of the VMA awards. What girl doesn't need a little fun in her life? ;) Oh and lets see I went to the Rosevelt Bar a few days ago and chilled with my sister Nicky. How fun! Oh and like I totally had to stop the documentary screenings of my new documentary which was not at all fun. But I figured that by doing this it would create a bigger stir behind my show. So why not give the fans what they want right? :) Oh and lets see I am starting to feel the emptiness of the partying scene so I guess I need to surround myself with more guys right? :) Anyways I loved the site cuz it's all about me and my going ons so yeah that's hot! http://www.parishiltononline.net/page/4/

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The fairy godmother replied to her crying my dear crying won't bring back your dress so the fairy godmother waved her magic wand and her dress and hair became jello free and she thanked the fairy godmother Then she said thank you sooo much for everything that you have done With pleasure she hugged her and said now I must go to the wedding and be the most beautiful flower girl in the pictures

The bride to be had been waiting an extraneous time for her soon to be husband to arrive to the wedding and start the banter Whilst everyone was out enjoying the company waiting for the wedding to take place she began to ponder where the one thing she truly needed most out of everything (the love of her life) on this day was. Frantically and not giving a second glance to the vivacious stares of the crowd she began to wonder out looking for her love She wandered outside to the cloudy skies that had now become the backdrop for her wedding Looking frantically around she not once noticed the eyes that had been able to bore into her very soul and be able to make her feel eternally loved Then as she looked into the balcony she noticed those very eyes However they looked glossy with a pained and angry intensity behind them She then noticed he had a gun Unaware of her lovers intent a bullet shot through the crowd and she couldnt move quick enough away from it and then her dress shone in the bright red of blood and another shot was heard and then a thud on the balcony indicated he had shot himself too

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The little girl in her dress for the big wedding had been ruined. What was she ever to do? The jello mix had been spilled on her from her cousins. She started crying thinking that she was not going to be able to go to the wedding. Then something amazing happened as she looked around a fairy god mother had appeared making her feel better. "My dear why are you crying?" she asked. "My dress is all ruined and I will not be able to go to my aunt's wedding.